Fight or Flight

Chapter 1- Winner Counts Too Ten

        I am so vexed. I need to make a sweet joke.....The mother fucking candy man is so ''festivus.'' He is so on the clock..if you didn't punch in and out- you ain't ready.

          Jerry Seinfeld- tab a tap and you be like '' that is just your pulsar...''  Kramar' I won't make you do more then you want to do.'' I love him. Everyone caters to they own symptoms, especially George. What would you do with parents like that? Wonders Elaine, lol :) Birds of a feather fly together....I'm such a candy cane- John Candy- joined Seinfeld poking- people. Seeing how; over- the edge they are!

 It is a matter of time. The lamb to the slaughter walked- in and agreed too disagree!!!!

 You realize being an older sibling, your younger one is just a couple years behind you. Bloody Mary.

           If an uncaged bird sings; they could not do it- without you.


             I' am so handing out jerseys. Removable ones. When I made room; til the break of dawn: I made room for starting over. 

              Eden was blessed by biodegradable everything. I thought about that float, you know a petty can of whoop ass. It counts down regular whoopings... Terms can be denied, you just have to love denial, like foamy fangs...

Twins are never the same! Na na na na na na na na. I have a big head on my shoulders. Slander is so co-existent; NOO0o0o--- one gets caught! I am walking away anyway. Why would you insult A Saint? 

 
   So for me- the largest land animal is outnumbered...by a long shot. The choo- choo train- looks like Jumangi, and Noah's Arc combined; wouldn't be a lie. Robin Williams wouldn't swallow his pride. Picky.

Didn't exaggerate; a fucking fork in the road! Science is fucking hard! Religion is impeccable... I'm on your stage. I'm on your rock. It is ours. This is what is missing in my life, and chemistry can spontaneously combust; I have learned.
When I stopped acting like I didn't know,  I stopped hating myself.

 If you could not recognize-  an interior decorator. You could not recognize- ugly. Ahaha. I ask because I'm loyal, Sometimes it's every other day, sometimes I bring it to the table, etc, etc. Check- mate. I get checked. I am a layered hipster...

          I'm secretly acting like the Seasonal- Section: run our life; on a nature walk. The distraction/ is dependent- on- dependence...

You think having nothing to lose is a good distraction. If perfection were such a thing- you would never need to notify someone for needing to be consoled/ being parched/ for embellishing too much/ or for breaking my heart.......

         Your so lean. I hope you do the same for me. I can't tell you what to do.....but I can let you know. My tricks are not for kids. So more for romance. Some blunt romance....I have been lucky before........I am longing for it.

 And Gene- Simmons does not lick his fingers to sort his money...He can keep singing.............;) I don't care.

The good goodbye- with ''The Flowers- Amerie~''

      Easy come, easy go..needs health and humour... trying so hard i felt like a joke, so humour alone is not, healthy.

          Could you really blame a bet? Gimme gimme- never gets. This is all true. I am not begging, I am justifying my responses....I hope we can still be friends...but I am not begging.

          Skip de la lou, I grew up- Fact of Nuns; door to door.
 Too dear to, not be gay....

''Knock knock
Whos there?
Muriel?

Muriel who?
Muriel, more or less?!''

I am so 1940s... It takes tons; of strength- to keep making wishes.....

           Never satisfied- trespasser. On impulse- instant gratification. Like I'll sign up for church??

Whats up? The sky....................fuck! Thank God.

So Betty White bought all their birthday candles- at once :)

 I don't want to die. I put up my lighter....

She blew out all the candles too!

If you can't whistle - you might have to practice your straight face.

               Have you ever tried holding you breath? It is like; ''Okay I'm done.'' 

             I am so old fashioned. My Dad was like Chuck Norris. Raised to be a lady, I am not manipulating you. I just refocus. I am not slow, I am just not an actor.

               My Motto is: You have to compliment a person spinning around in circles. As if it could be worse... share the love. I thought I could not cry- because I was abused. So I am not sorry...

            Oh well- got to be more- then Karaoke... because so many people are going to be singing your song: when your finished; singing your song.


I am courteous, I just ask that you are tooooo...

            No limits- just knowledge and the best you can do. You got to let your man rock out with his cock out. Yo girl with her jaw dropped. They can both push your buttons.....buttons turn to machines..

 I will always remember- my side of the story. So it is what it is, for me, sometimes....a currency, recognized; like courteousness. {(Hut hut)}

          I believe; and I wake up running, fall asleep- awake.

Chapter 2- Numb Pain






Don't mean to be superstitious, I just love it when the power goes out. Finding comfort in a suit. I love myself. ''Natural Mystic- Bob Marley''

 This is not cursive writing. You could print it, to read later. '' I am Feeling This'' Blink 182.

Good memories may be cursed, but I love them.

         I just refer to- Rock, and roll..I love goal kicks...If you catch my bluff, you can catch this diamond in the rough. Get a life. :)
 Garbage manual....comes in all shapes and sizes.

I'm so garbage- '' Zoolander'' did not know what to do- without an orgy. hahhaha! So gritty- I'm the whole package....

 I have thee hope- against- hope of a ground hog. You don't have to be perfect.

 When Cat- Woman survived....I was a happy fox. Lenses just marked- a different gland. Teachers pet. Friends with other animals...A+

 I'm so branded, you can catch my brandi.

Fuck the stigma! I'm keeping your regards. Tight. Slow and steady win the race. I hate questioning how steady you are. But I Thank you either way....

            The lighter, and the light bulb is so in the living room. The people that sleep on the couch are so in the forest. Take a vacation. You grow up to realize your working with a computer. Only true love makes it to bed.

 It is your risk. It may be your word against mine. I'm so innocent, people don't understand; a clear conscious.

          I am so hypnotized; Mystic Knots are a good contingency plan.

          Dream- Catchers- only keep things out.

          A Voodoo Dolls ego is the beginning- of- the- end.

         Chi is very loud. So bright you need a visor from the lightbulbs going off in your head. So gullible- my red skull hallucinates a poisoned symbol. And I probably am nervous.

         Gapeseeds dream of a natural matador. I am so Cheech- you heard the dong. Maybe I am asking too much?

          My lungs are so patient, but I cannot stop laughing. My solitaire is a fucking game. My patience is aired- out. My second- is World Star. Yet I could run a marathon.

          I stretched so much when I was young- we are even. We are so even.

 The Rock layeth the smack down. Ya Jabroni! I know freedom/ liberty/ diversity, and law.

          I'm so corny. Stuttering ''curiosity. ''the cure, the cure, the cure, the cure, the cure, THE CURIOSITY!''  I am so done swallowing my pride- repetition is fun. Heh hem.

I chose my habits based on being universal, there is just so much to learn, without the ambition, actions speak louder then words... trying my best with a game over... and I ain't near suicidal, some bitches are bitches man... I will manage a reset.....finish em, later....with love.

No one cares if adults run away.....so you got to prove they love you to say they are missing, lmao..... where is the love?!!? I didn't get that tattoo, I have self respect, and feel utterly disrespected because I knew better. KNEW BETTER. No more doubt.. settling in my history. It is what it is you know... and even though it can be too bad, it is YOUR LOSS. I guess i am like the lady who said she serves the same life sentence as her dads murderer.... I get that, yet I will remember, and live for the justice.... before the psychics.................................................................

Chapter 3- Talk to Strangers- Giddy Punching Bags Feels like An Eye Toke.'

          My best-- malfunction is NOT going with the given: weather. I can't always stoop; when I am speed- dating the room. I won't- pity- you. I never met pity. The weather is not yours.....May be I should be more sympathetic but I can't be consoling over stupid ass shit- almost completely out control. I put up with it... 

Like matching scars, you'd never thought you'd have them- at all. Dirt hurts sometimes...I ain't scared of being buried alive I guess. It happens a lot. People always handing me out tall orders. So it does not deter me. 

 ''Never say never.'' just start with a look from the corner of your eye. Break the ice/ jump- in- even though I am learning to go slow, like arthritis. We have so many muscles.

         Thee apple of my eye ''abracadabra.'' People change the clock. Worm- holes- close... loop holes open... So logged- the blog is packed. Catch up when you can...''thank- you for not- coming- all the time though.'' So busy is progress. So incapacitated, you can interrupt a one track mind, sometimes, not all the time though.'

           I am groovy. I dive like- I like to be ''needed.'' Yet there is no more room for addictions, in the land of the robots.' You wonder how some are surviving this way, calling peoples bluffs...What is faith? Is it all tolerant? Do we repent?

 What is death? An immortal disruption? Sometimes, you know nothing, when someone, wants you to know....

           I suffer from the top; diddy- bopping. I shut up- because you can catch; ferociousness. Something is wrong,' if I am going to bed early.'

 
          Competing with other Boxers.' The face of a fox coming down from a step. Yeah know wild life; fox- trot.' Giddy punching bags.' ''I refuse to sac a guy...'' So where I am coming from, I am courteous. Hoping perfect timing works. Fox's are never dizzy. I like conforming supple with a big eye...

 Boxers- eat. Legitimately. Do not go in- to Boxing- Ring, hungry. Is it hard to eat pissed off?

Sure is, probably have to think of something else....I know some times I tell myself I'd prefer a head ache. 

I never slip.
I can be quick to the punch and quick to the bruised ego, yet I like to advance, so much I would leave you behind, and never forget why...

With a way with a will, I did not manipulate you, I was honest, 2 wrongs don't make a right, so welcome the confessions...





Chapters 4- Feed the Needy- Not the Gritty

The opposite of: ''shopping when your hungry.'' More like run into everyone's shoulder; by accident: in the mall. Bump and grind, slow down- some suck at stunting...you have to be very limber, and eat. I am more A Stunt Person- other then A Dare Devil. Would not find me in an Eagles Nest.' Say A Dare Devil put my Ipod in an Eagles Nest, I may stunt, thinking about getting my Ipod.

Your either flexing your flexibilities- by the fence- or in the industry. Good resume. I am so gracious.' I write notes.' I am confronted by G.I. Agents. I am ready.' I am A Patriot. I am trying to live with/ and without Parrots.' ''Roger.'' Its all me. The best I can do. I probably do have crackers, not any crack tho...

 Go for one extra smile. I am functioning, like I have to vision my happiness. I really am proud of myself just I was told to never stand still. So I pace on the phone. I am actually working on staying still, my last name should be jiggles. I wallop/ am a bombshell/ freak out/ cheer you on.'

Our relationship: is- always ''You can never save me,'' because ''I'd die for you. ''You can never put me in jail,'' because ''I am perfect.'' Don't interrupt us please, ''we are learning stuff.... ''

 See the face of God. Saving; a kitty- from a rhino! A fox saved the cat! The tide comes in, the kitty jumps! That is my new expectation. They ran away laughing, who wants to be friend with a Rhino?! Other Rhinos?! If you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all.' Rather- magical- animals. I bet more magic comes with age...or Jim Carrey will exit through the back door feeling like being reborn....

So on fleek. I wrote that down just in case; I forget, and insinuate too mix with someone; who has no idea who has no idea they are perfect, because I have tough skin. And people are really good looking. And some peoples families, fall apart, when one goes missing, and is reported a runaway for 3 months...or longer...

 Sometimes I have to remind myself I am flawed.' Clash of the magic.' Some find it by mistake. Some search for it. Some perfect their mistakes. I am almost sure you are looking for abundance.' You know this has been going on forever. Fight of the territory.'

Hundred and millions, contribute to the bible. We are all trying to ''figure out'' foreign currency, oil, and organization and some phantom nation.

             Turning the tables. You may call other people things, but you may be talking about yourself. Take away our names, and we are in an age of wisdom. Karma listens.' Generous commute. Solitaire, is playing with a full deck.'

Back- firing is pay- back, when you keep score. It is even. Unfettered Minors. Being responsible never felt so good.' Sure you have to believe it could have been worse, yet your age doubles- your over your regrets, because if you aren't- you'll never big up yourself.' You will be jealous forever.' So if they don't ever come for you,  find a new way.. let it be untied.....'

Could not find anything else to do,  like sapping your energy. 75% of woman, don't like swearing...yet fuck shit piss since like George Bush, I have been practicing holding my breathe. I woke up like this, and its like I became a statistic. Polly wants a cracker,  although it will ruin his dinner of nuts.'

If I kick myself when I am down I am not impressed. I love making wishes. Keep my eyes on the prize.

So ''It Is Written- with Damian Marley'' playing in the back ground....
              I don't wanna run with a molson and a gun- crossing the streets, howling next to the sun, chewing my fingers.

  
What would you rather?!?!?

Chapter 5- Anxious Jet- Leg

 Tension right now; ''comes, and goes.'' I ''suffer'' and am told by others- ''I am better off.'' :) But that does not mean cheap- shots- are a great success. It is hit, and miss...this is me have an honest me- intimate- moment. Sometimes I have to dislodge a jolt in my stomach. They say you are remembered by how you make someone feel.'

From rags to riches...

I have hope but life is not fair. Irony plays a role. Sometimes you have to consider conference calls. If something may take longer then expected. If you bought a whole wardrobe, if you need a rag. Knowing others capacity/ strength/ and compensation.

 I am not so malign, as I have gratitude. I am just not interrogated by anything. Not that I am truly wild. I guess I just feel unique sometimes, no matter how dependent/ independent I am.'

 Lot to love-. Never regret loving some- one. Hate is such an ugly gift. But I have to say, sometimes you can't help but be ''mad.'' Like feeling underappreciated/ anxious/ irresponsible/ crude/ summarized. I don't want to die.' Sometimes timing is not perfect :( Yet in the long run, maybe you can say it is.'

 I love a good ying yang...a balance of pessimism and optimism, but you can't have that without understanding. I know we are no where near extinct. Sometimes we wish aliens exist. Sometimes we don't. Neighbors jut years of discretion. However you never know some one until you live with them. Some people clean up real nice! lol...

Sometimes, I am in like a time machine. And I am kind of robotic, because I can type shit like the back of my hand. I implement everything. I should just be studying computers. Instead, I am all crafty/ Up to the challenge of devoting my life to this.

 It is hard to bounce, I hip hop, like it is more then just hip hop. Bandana's sworn in- illustrious. Coyote ugly is one thing. When you know you'll take it off later. Everyday gangsters are like- uncivilized/ undomesticated/ SOB Stories. 

I put it on to remind me of the hustle/ dance- once in a while. Yeah right I have choreomania. I get it from Aaliyah...

 Had to put up with thee untapped/ unclear gestures/ appetite. I just can't help sugar- coating this side of me. It does not make me look good, it does not make me look bad, I just don't like it. It seems over protective that I am a turtle coming out of their shell. Whats a hard hat for if you can't eat at the dinner table

 Although I will get ugly one day. I am taking a few years away from the comfort zone.' I am so full of energy. I got to make up for time lost.